I say I am not afraid because I know Him and trust Him. ..the Lord of lords and the King of Kings!
Yet I do pretty well according to human standards until I get to work and then I seem to strive and strive and try to rest in the Lord.
I try my hardest to encourage others and feel like I am barely surviving each day.
Everywhere people are dying.
I find myself crying out to the Lord, why not me instead?
I am tired.
I am alone and yet I am married and have grown children.
No one believes in my family.
Today I lost it.
Today I skipped church.
Today I yelled and complained to my husband.
Now I feel the disappointment of my Father in Heaven.
Pray for me. I think I must have dropped my shield of faith.