No one can do it for you. No one can force you. No one an brainwash you into believing.
You can be a pretender but God knows.
And if it is evil in your eyes to serve the LORD, choose this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your fathers served in the region beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.”