Also, for all of my unbelieving family. Our world, our schools and many churches, our entire culture has blinded our children. My children think I am crazy having faith. They say we are a species and they think we need to save ourselves, save humanity by beginning to colonize on some planet. I was shocked to hear these words from my 35 year old son who at 10 years old believed and we were both baptized. (I know that being baptized doesn’t save you. ) I am not giving up on him. He told me he doesn’t believe in God anymore. I think he is hurting. He has been in the military since he graduated at 17. He never had a dad who he knew. He married and has 3 beautiful children that he loves with ALL himself. His wife has been unfaithful for most of the marriage and doesn’t hide it. He has ignored it because of his kids. He didn’t have a dad and therefore cared not about what he endures with his wife but puts his kids first so he is there when not deployed. 5 months ago he came home from deployment and let’s just say that the dam broke and water came flooding in destroying everything he has tried to look away from and hold everything together. He retires in 2020, but until then he can’t fight for custody. They are now in the middle of a ugly divorce. She uses the one thing he cares about, his children. This has broken my heart and living several states away I am supporting him as well as I can. He has a really hard time wrapping his mind around how someone who has been married to someone for 15 years and he has given them everything and never said anything about what they do . He supported her and encouraged her in all that she wanted. He is so loving, caring and patient. I really wonder if in part this has added to his unbelief and anger he stuffs down. BUT, while he says he no longer believes and I told him the next day (he was just home for a week visit because his dad who he really hadn’t known since he was 3 years old, was dying and talking out of his head and said on 3 occasion within a couple of days that he needed to get his son, last time he even said his name – my son was the only son he had and the rest were daughters from another marriage – they told my son and he decided to come. I flew him home and he drove straight to where he was under hospice care and spent a couple of hours with people he didn’t know. Then he left and drove back to our house and when he pulled into the garage he got a call saying he passed. I feel God is working. I am not sure what God’s plan is but I never would have expected all this.), anyway, the next day after he told me he didn’t believe and we had the whole strange planet discussion along with other bible topics, I had told him I would not push my views on him anymore. He told me, “no mom. go ahead, don’t stop sending me things because I do read everything you send me. So thankfully he left that door open.Last week the Lord God had been giving me wisdom from His word and I sent my son a document that I put together that concerned all the questions he brought up about the bible and concerning colonization on other planets. So I sent it in the form of …(you stated this…and rather than my answers on my faith I had given you, I wanted to share not just my opinions and thoughts but actual scripture that backs up why I stand firm on my faith in God and His word concerning each topic.) He responded to my emailed document with…very well written mom, keep them coming. Please pray for me and my husband and all his and my grown children. All living in this atheist mindset. But pray for now that God will continue to use me to share the truth to at least my one son who said he is still reading everything I send him. Pray the Holy Spirit will guide me to sharing exactly what my son needs to hear and that his heart will be changed and he will call upon the name of Jesus Christ again! Thank you to all my brothers and sisters who will pray.